Real Stuff - Real Update

Chatted with Helen on Yahoo! at around 5:30 in the afternoon. That was probably 9:30 in the evening where she was at. Wow, did I have a good time. It always is fun to have a talk with her. I mean, although it wasn't verbal, I totally enjoyed it. To date, it was our second YM chat since I created my mjloveshelen profile. I don't really know if she's okay with that profile because I've never heard her complain about it. So I think that's just fine.

It's cool to know that in some bizarre unnoticeable (yet disctinctly FRIENDLY) way, she cares for me. Or is it just me? I don't know. Besides, I can't really tell the difference between imagination and everything else. I'd just settle for what I think is not just mere imagination. Now you ask, why do I think she does care? Because she wants me to come back home and finish my studies, which I have not a single idea what's in it for me aside from the legendary "it's for your own future" quote from an always-familiar-to-almost-everyone father-and-son talk.

It's a real pity that I had to get off the conversation just to catch Lizzie McGuire. I mean, I loved that episode because Lizzie was actually going to high school and there was a lot of flashbacks from their middle high days. In addition to that, she and Gordo are getting more and more romantic within an episode's span, one after another. But that just wasn't enough. Online moments with Helen is just, just, uh, the bomb. (Sorry for the teeny punk phrase)

One highlight of our chat is that thing about this weird psychotic psychic guy. I'm not telling anyone about it because this issue's been causing her telecommunication (meaning, phone and internet) problems recently. But I'm making sure he's gonna be so busted when I come back. I am so gonna take him out.

I visited her blog just now because she said she was gonna update it. I see she's having a good life now with all that CWTS and NAMFREL and Manila Bulletin stuff she's in for. That "hunny" word she uses in her entries just never fails to give me that sting, though. She's so taken.

She's so taken.

I'm so not.