Blog Edit 3: But it's not just the blog, baby!

Okay. I know. This new look isn't really new at all. Not even original. It's kind of a souped-up Blogger template. I think it's cool, though. Looks light, refreshing, enlightening, whatever. Just something positive. My old template so doesn't look very pleasing to me anymore. Well, I'm no longer into that Alanis Morissette-y, alternative, dark, like brooding, I-never-go-out-into-the-sunshine-and-my-life's-a-miserable-blackhole-of-depression kind of thing. I'm trying to take it easy on myself now. It's more like a driving around in a car with the top down, listening to R&B, loving life kind of thing I want to be sporting. Maybe, just maybe, this will work.

I'm so over this whole I'm-not-getting-as-many-blog-visitors-as-he/she/it-is thing. I mean, it doesn't matter if someone reads my posts or not. It's my own space for my own ruminations and stuff. I guess I was just making such a big deal out of visitors and comments and popular-websites stuff.

And, as a high school friend said, a past article of mine was one of the things that inspired her to write and keep a blog. Ah, it so feels good to know that. My existence touched her, somehow. That's just like a dream materialized (variant of dream come true). I'm not on my own anymore. It's good to realize that there are people who care and will be there for me in times of need. I was just either too blind, busy, materialistic, geeky, or too stupid to notice them. My special thanks go to Deah and Maven for giving me that wake-up call.

Trivia: Maven (Daniel) isn't actually my friend. He's just another blogger who came across my site, read Give Me An Ooohhh, and left a deep, encouraging mark. It's just true, no one's too far (geographically, or familiarity-wise) to lift you up, out of that deep shit you're in.

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
--- Semisonics